4.13.2010

Tuhog

Nakilala ko si Alex sa isang chatroom..Then one day, we agreed to set a meeting. Sa chat pa lang, meh spark na kami, sexually. So ayun, he went to my place. Nagkataon naman na andun yung younger sister ko, bulong pa nga sa'kin ni sis he looks ghetto raw sa suot niya, parang hindi galing ng Thames gaya ng pakilala ko, so we hang out sa room ko. Pagpasok namin doon, he asked me kung ano ang gagawin namin which I threw back at him. Sabi niya, alam ko na raw kung ano, sabi ko naman, sige, maghuhubad na'ko. So ayun, we fucked..ay mali pala..I fucked him.. sa room ko, sa bed ko.. And then after that I hurried to my driving lessons.

After three days, we had a rendezvous sa mall and then niyaya niya ako sa apartment niya. I thought solo namin 'yung unit, so sumama ako, hindi pala. His two roommates were there, sina Kevin and Miko. Umakyat sina Alex and Kevin sa taas after ng introductions, si Alex, magbibihis, si Kevin, tutulungan si Alex magbihis.. Sa sala, inakbayan ako ni Miko and 'yung isang kamay niya is nasa crotch ko while interrogating me kung nag-sex na ba kami ni Alex. Eh siyempre, he was touching me sensually kaya medyo na-arouse ako, tindig balahibo ko and told him straightforwardly na, oo, nag-sex na nga kami ni Alex. Then he asked me to give him a blowjob, eh dahil nga medyo libog na'ko kaya napapayag niya ako. After ni Miko mag-cum inoral din niya ako kaso dumating bigla si Kevin at niyaya akong kumain sa kusina, well, medyo gutom na rin ako kaya sumama ako, hindi naman sapat 'yung titi at tamod para mabusog ka sa isang meal noh?

Sa kitchen, Kevin started seducing me with his queries, kung nakailang boyfriends na ba ako, kung may boyfreind ako ngayon, if I love to fuck and be fucked, which is oo ang sagot ko. Tinanong pa niya ako kung marunong ako tumingin ng virgin sa hindi na, na siyempre alam ko sa una pa lang. Then he asked me kung ano tingin ko sa kanya, top or bottom or versatile. I answered right --- top (nangangantot lang). After ng Q&A, he cornered me and fucked me, missionary naman, unlike nung keh Alex na doggy, bottom (nagpapakantot lang) kasi siya eh, okay lang naman sa'kin kasi bukod sa matitikman ko na siya eh super libog rin naman ako sa ginawang pag-oral sa'kin ni Miko. Ako, versatile ako, nangangantot at nagpapakantot.

4.11.2010

rough-draft of a dream

"I thought you have no plans on getting married?" he asked with eyes full of contempt.

She looked him straight in the eye and replied, "I don't. It just happened." 

4.08.2010

Reposting is not Plagiarising

I choose...
by Mariel G. Calalo

I choose to love you in my silence,
for in silence I feel no rejection.

I choose to love you in my loneliness,
for in loneliness, no one owns you but me.

I choose to love you from afar,
for having you near would never let my heart let you go without shedding a tear.

I choose to love you despite of what people say about you,
for I know you in your entirety.

I choose to love you even on days when you are absolutely unlovable,
for I love the good and the wicked in you.

I choose to love you even if those wrinkles start to show and those muscles sag,
for I know that the years have just shown me how you've grown in beauty and bloom.

I choose to love you as a friend,
for friendship is a far stronger bond than romance and passion.

I choose to love you for all sorts of reasons.

I choose to love the way you talk, the way you walk, the way you smile, the way you complain.

I choose to love the quirky little things about you, your verbal mishaps,
and on days when you'd make me cry, I'd still love you just the same.

I choose to love you despite of your childish ways,
for I believe one day,
someday
you'll come through shining.

I choose to love you even if your heart breaks,
cries for somebody else, for my love I give without expecting anything in return.

I choose to love you, silently, in solitude, from afar...
even if it means being lost in the limbo.

I choose to love you today, tomorrow... forever, for once you start loving a person, you never stop loving them. Maybe a little differently or a little less but you never, never stop loving them.