MASAYA AKO!!

I just feel so happy 'coz I'm now an LPR of the sunny state of CA!! that's all folks!!

Psychology of Crushes

I dunno what's with gay guys that I felt like I'm the iron fillings to their magnet.. Same goes with metrosexuals, even though my two ex-boyfriends were the ragged/thrasher types.. Is this kind of attraction related to my all-girl schooling when I was in elementary where you spend your adolescence, in my case, first couple of years in puberty?

Well, to those who visit my blog that still doesn't know it, I attended an exclusive Catholic school for girls from kindergarten to 5th grade.. Having attended said educational institution, I was exposed to same sex attraction, infatuation, and romantic relationship in a very early age.. I was in 1st grade when I first saw two sixth graders sharing a bed in the clinic hugging and kissing under the blanky, I even remember sharing a bed with a high schooler.. uso pa Sweet Honesty noon, 'yun 'yung perfume n'ya and her hair smells Vidal Sassoon shampoo.. Otei, I'm drifting back to memory lane again..

Anyhoo, our school was only 14 inches apart from an exclusive boys' school, that's because of the wall between our campuses, and I still don't get why most of my schoolmates prefer a breed of our own.. Was it because of the "nearestness" of one's company, they after all belong to one campus/building, if they don't share the same section/class? And why do girls can openly have a lady-crush or lady-love often than boys? Was it the societal stereotyping and machismo that prevent them and repress whatever man-crush they might feel for their own kin?

I once goaded a guy friend into admitting if he never ever had a man-crush in his entire life.. First off, he's a manly man and very straight, but he did admit he once find this child actor cute.. Creepy? Not for me.. My mind's not programmed to think a man homosexual just because he admires another man.. I dunno if you'll think of me as a pervert or something, but yuuri is as hot as yaoi for me..

What is the trigger factor for one to have a Certain Reaction Upon Someone's Heart(head, 'coz 'tis all in the mind, methinks)?

The Skinny Pig

4 o'clock in the morning and still I can't sleep because of the stupid vodka I drank the night before.. I guess my alcohol tolerance level went down after almost 2 years of not boozing regularly.. I went to the "Evul Chatterboxxx" and met Notinlovewidyu.. She was all friendly to me and I flirt with gurls a lot, I even asked her if she wanna hookup with me when I go back to the Philippines.. The flirting will surely go on especially 'coz I feel somewhat numb up in my brain, until one of the chatters called her by her slightly real name.. And I know, that unique name's only possessed by this gurl, so I was all shocked and glad..

"An Demonyada!! (the demon-girl)" was what I typed when she confirmed if she's really who I thought she was.. The gurl without a consonant in her first name.. Zwhynny Aban.. Who would have thought that I would one day bump into her in the net? She was my cousin's cousin. She was B1 (or was it B2, B3, or B4) in our organisation, BSP-Roverettes of MNCHS (our secondary school).. She's one of the class clowns in my Ahya's batch.. She was the rumored to be hit and ran by a taxi and got comatosed, no thanks to our dear friend, Ronan.. And because of her, I met my very bestfriend, Joseph, but we call him by his nickname Noy..

We chatted and she updated me with the so-called greatest scam in Etabsam, the jueteng bomb that Sandra Cam dropped in the media, wherein 2 schoolmates, they were in one barkada and the other one's my cousin, were said to be involved along with their families, the Espinosa's and the Abapo's..

"Hearing" from this noisy gurl made me want to go home even more.. T_T

Got nothing to do and saw Lucia's blog, naki-quiz na rin.. ^_^

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it. That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power! The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism. You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world. Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in. You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you? You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways. Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you. As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

What Your Underwear Says About You

When you're bad, you're very bad. And when you're good, you're still trouble! You're comfortable in your own skin - and don't care to impress anyone.

You Are 60% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

Your Kissing Purity Score: 46% Pure

You're not one to kiss and tell... But word is, you kiss pretty well.