Hot Pic(k) #2

Neal Caffrey

I have watched USA Network's White Collar's pilot episode thrice, and I still cannot get enough of Neal Caffrey.. He's the very first non-geek TV series character I ever fancied on.. His character is so adorable and very charming! He has the smoothness and slickness of Thomas Crowne (Pierce Brosnan, I have not seen the original one with Steve McQueen) and John Robie (Cary Grant's character in Alfred Hitchcock's To Catch A Thief).

My Newest Geek Fantasies

My two newest additions to my list of hot/cute "idiot box" geeks, although I don't watch that much TV..



Ivy leaguer with radical honesty, Lightman's researcher Eli Loker (Brendan Hines) of the newest Fox hit series, Lie To Me.




John Francis Daley, Bones' Dr. Lance Sweets. His witty barrages with Booth (David Boreanaz) in the series make said TV show more adorable, and he really look sweet. *chuckle*

Hot Pic(k) #1

On Men's Health

My Devil Card

I met this guy from this social networking site a month ago and he made it clear he wants me to be his girl. There are several setbacks though..

• He lives 135 miles from where I live (although he said traveling won't be a problem on his part, and he said he'd be moving closer to my area.. we're gonna be 50 miles apart by August)
• I'm infatuated with this other guy
  

I'm thinking maybe he's my Devil Card since he wants to date me rather just being his "homie" like the guy I'm infatuated with..and what if I just wanted to get to know this other guy because he was like the spawn of my original Devil..? I guess this is my 7 of Cups..? LOL!


Abbee, what you said is true.. Me achieving happiness is a struggle on my part.. *sigh*

Advanced Birthday Present

Abee devirginize me from Tarot Card Reading this morning, 6am PST. She read me what she called the Devil-May-Cry spread using the Mystic Faerie deck. She shuffled the cards, asked for eight numbers between 1-20, said an incantation, and voila!

1) Home Life, Domestic Matters, & Emotional States - The Tower
2) Achievement, Personal Reward, & Optimism - The Ace of Coins (or Pentacles)
3) Working Life, Career Prospects, & Mental Abilities - The (sexy) Queen of Coins
4) Love Life, Relationships, & Feelings - The Devil
5) Conflict & Struggles - Death
6) Gain & Expansion - 4 of Wands
7) Restriction & Structure - 7 of Cups
8) Self - 5 of Cups


Special mentioned cards: Judgment card, 8 of Coins, 8 of Swords, The Moon, and the Hierophant

The Perfect Fit

My mum dragged my flat ass off with her to Agua Caliente, a hotel-slash-casino and resort-slash-spa 2 nights ago. We spent 2 days and 2 nights there in the complimentary suite, and I watched the whole first season of SATC which reminded me, kind of, why I had a blog and write on it..

In one of the episodes, Carrie Bradshaw, a sex columnist and the lead character in the Candace Bushnell book-based series, thought out loud that dating is like trying on clothes if it fits and suits you before purchasing it, but what if you found your perfect fit, unfortunately it is not for sale? Will you just settle with something else or keep on trying clothes until you found another one that fits you?

Me Love You Long Tiem, Wonder Girls!

I don't want nobody but you! ^_^

Facial

Re-posting from Darthjesus' plurk. Interesting uhm..treatment name.

Would You Try This?: The Spermine Facial

Jun 01, 2009 @ 11:43am

So I was browsing through this week’s New York magazine on my way to work this morning and read a short piece on how the latest craze in anti-aging treatments is a sperm-based facial. I’m sorry, what now?

Called the Spermine Facial, it consists of slathering synthesized human sperm on your face and then running an ultrasound and infared light over the substance to help it, ahem, penetrate deeper. Townhouse Spa is currently offering this service for $250.

Apparently studies were conducted (can you imagine that clinical trial?) that showed that the antioxidant found in human sperm makes your skin softer and less wrinkly. I’ve seen people put some pretty crazy stuff on their face in the name of beauty but this takes the cake. I’m all for piling on the lotions and potions to keep my skin looking its best, but I don’t think I could get over the gross-out factor on this one.

Would you try the Spermine Facial or is this just too gross for words?

—MEGAN MCINTYRE

Spermine, a powerful anti-oxidant originally discovered in, yes, human sperm, is said to diminish wrinkles and smooth the skin. The substance is now being synthesized in laboratories and sold by a Norwegian company called (seriously) Bioforskning. Spermine facials (really) cost $250 at Townhouse Spa, where the substance is penetrated with ultrasound and infrared light (a more basic treatment can be found for $125 at the nearby Graceful Services). Also available at Townhouse for $175: snail-secretion facials.


Sai sez: LK and I once talked about bukake and the substances in a sperm that can make the skin botox tight. =P

A Hundred Songs That ______ My Life

Aye, OJ, I'm making me list because I can't just shrug off your challenge. . Lol! J/K. Making this list was really difficult, not hard since I don't get uhm..hard, because there are a lot of songs that had a great impact (impakto in Jap, LOL!) in my life and I can only choose 100.

On Baddie's (OJ's friend where he got the "meme") entry, he got the idea from Peyton Sawyer of One Tree Hill.

"Music always helps, no matter what you’re going through. So, if you flunk a big test, or you had a really bad breakup, or you just miss someone so bad, it hurts, then listen to my playlist. A hundred songs to save your life. And it should help."

I have no plans of getting married nor having children in the future, but since not everything goes according to my plan, I guess I'll make my own time capsule and include this 100 songs. (Addendum: “Sometimes, no matter how carefully you plan your playlist, there is no right track for what awaits you.” - Definitely Maybe) This selection somehow reflects my "girlie" side and "denied-romanticism", list includes OPM, J-pop, British invasion, and what-nots. Quoting Liyam, "I chew on them judges," so don't be one, if you don't wanna be chewed on that is.



>>>>> rough-draft of a letter/note to my would-be offspring <<<<<


Dear kid(s),


As you're reading this, I may or may not be around to share your life's journey with you. A wise man once told me that "death is certain; life is not," and I had music to accompany me through my emotional roller coaster ride in this uncertainty. If I could, I would have compiled these random songs in order just so it would appear as if it's somewhat biographical, a story of my life before your conception, but since I'm or was a kind of person who takes great interest into something one moment then lose it the next, this list won't come into fruition by doing so. And now, my dear child(ren), without further ado, and a wish that you'd know me better than I could have ever shown you, here it is, Mumsie's melodies of life..


1. At The Beginning by Richard Marx and Donna Lewis
2. Lose Yourself by Eminem
3. Tainted Love by Soft Cell
4. If You’re Gone by Matchbox 20
5. Somewhere Out There by Our Lady of Peace
6. Counting Blue Cars by Dishwalla
7. The Freshman by The Verve Pipe
8. Deep by Binocular
9. Mad World by Tears For Fears
10. Melt With You by Modern English
11. How Do You Talk To An Angel by The Heights
12. Plush by Stone Temple Pilots
13. Runaway Train by Soul Asylum
14. Losing My Religion by R.E.M.
15. Breakfast At Tiffany’s by Deep Blue Something
16. Long December by Counting Crows
17. I Don’t Want To Wait by Paula Cole
18. Be Like That by 3 Doors Down
19. Two Princes by Spin Doctors
20. I Would Do Everything For Love (But I Won’t Do That) by Meatloaf
21. Creep by Radiohead
22. Fixing A Broken Heart by Indecent Obsession
23. Two Steps Behind by Def Leppard
24. To Be With You by Mr. Big
25. Baby I’m A-Want You by Bread
26. How Can I Fall by Breathe
27. Starlight by Muse
28. Everything You Want by Vertical Horizon
29. Daughter by Pearl Jam
30. Someone's Waiting For You – The Rescuers OST
31. Eyes On Me by Faye Wong
32. Waiting In Vain by Bob Marley and the Waileys
33. I Don’t Know Why by Norah Jones
34. Naaalala Ka by Rey Valera
35. You’re All I Need by White Lion
36. Something To Say by Harem Scarem
37. Name by Goo Goo Dolls
38. Sick Cycle Carousel by Lifehouse
39. Better Man by Robbie Williams
40. Simple and Clean by Utada Hikaru
41. Can’t Help Falling In Love by Elvis Presley
42. Just The Way You Look Tonight by Tony Bennett
43. Unforgettable by Nat King Cole
44. Fly Me To The Moon by Frank Sinatra
45. Runaway by The Corrs
46. Come What May by Ewan McGregor
47. Your Love by Alamid
48. Ako’y Iyo At Ika’y Akin Lamang by I-Axe
49. 214 by Rivermaya
50. Drops of Jupiter by Train
51. Semi-Charmed Life by Third Eye Blind
52. Somebody by Depeche Mode
53. Fallin’ by Keahiwai
54. Out Of Reach by Gabrielle
55. No Such Thing by John Mayer
56. Cool by Gwen Stephanie
57. Take A Bow by Madonna
58. How Soon Is Now by t.A.T.u
59. Stigmatized by The Calling
60. Glycerine by Bush
61. Hemorrhage by Fuel
62. Under The Bridge by Red Hot Chili Peppers
63. Shine by Collective Soul
64. Cryin’ by Aerosmit
65. You Don’t Love Me Anymore by Weird Al Yankovic
66. Sunday Morning by Maroon 5
67. Super Proxy by Eraserheads
68. Sa’n Na Nga Ba’ng Barkada by APO Hiking Society
69. Inuman Na by Parokya Ni Edgar
70. Kaleidoscope World by Francis M
71. Time Stands Still by The All-American Rejects
72. More Than Words by Extreme
73. Drive by Incubus
74. Points of Authority by Linkin Park
75. Family Portrait by Pink
76. When It’s Over by Sugar Ray
77. Wasted My Time by Default
78. Eleanor by Jet
79. Build Me Up Buttercup by The Foundations
80. Stitches and Burns by Fra Lippo Lippi
81. Four Seasons Of Loneliness by Boyz II Men
82. All I Have To Give by Backstreet Boys
83. Here In My Heart by Plus One
84. Strong Enough by Stacie Orrico
85. Sugar, Sugar by The Archies
86. Like A Stone by Audioslave
87. Passenger Seat by Stephen Speaks
88. I Call You Love by Meister
89. Tired Of Waiting by The Kinks
90. You by The Carpenters
91. Only Wanna Be With You by Hootie & The Blowfish
92. Baba O’Reiley by The Who
93. Nandito Lang Ako by Michael V.
94. State of the Nation by Industry
95. Linger by The Cranberries
96. Sa’yong Mundo by Yman
97. Kanlungan by Noel Cabangun
98. Bizarre Love Triangel by New Order
99. Long Road To Ruin by Foo Fighters
100. Melodies of Life by Emiko Shiratori

I took a short walk in the dog park at the back of our house a while ago.. The wind was blowing, but the temperature's just fine.. I gaze up at the starless and moonless sky.. It wasn't the same without those celestial objects, but I still found the calmness I was looking for.. I lit up a cigarette and started to ponder.. I hate being alone like that.. I can feel a certain emptiness, a void..loneliness, a longing that breaks my heart.. As my cigarette stick burned to ashes, I was still there, strolling down the dog park, still pondering.. Random things that cross my mind.. I can't seem to focus on something for a long time.. I hate routines, the monotony of my life.. I need some excitement! I need something I can't figure out what.. I have to break away from this something that's eating me alive! I don't have any idea what it is yet, not even a clue.. All I know is I'm hating my mundane life and my boring self right now.. As I'm putting the light off the second cigarette stick I puffed, I realised I'm not a smoker and that I burnt my lower lip again..

Of Burnt (Cig) Butts and Beer (Foams)..*a brainstorm*

One of my exes pm-ed me this morning, let's call him Death Knight, we said our "hellos" and "how-are-you's"..(pleasantries, in short, why didn't I think of that word in the first place?)

I asked him if I stroke (past tense of strike, right?) him as a "shy-type" of person, since there were three (3) persons who told me I am (shy, duh..) guys to be precise. First guy was Goofy (ugh! I can't think of a different name, besides that was his MySpace nick), who asked me if I was ever asked about my opinion, to which I said, I'm a very opinionated person and I stand firm to it. I'd argue if it's worth it; however, I'm also a snob who'd rather shut my trap than to waste my breath on something petty. Second was, Lord Kink (along with his godbrother, I know I blush but that doesn't necessarily mean I'm shy, dammit!). And last was Cryptic Knightwalker (wazzup with guys and being knights?! no offence to my elder brother, Sprocken Knight, lol!).. Anyhoo, Death Knight said I gave the impression that I am (shy), BUT I AM REALLY NOT. LOL!

Then he asked me, "remember that night when we first met at Zoom (it's a bar and billiards hall at the university belt along Recto) ..?" I said yes and he went on, "Vinx (his friend from HS who's my friend's xgf's current bf, magulo ba? =P) asked us.."

I remembered it and typed and sent a pm at the same time as he did.

UR: "is there a wall between the two of you?"
DK: "is there a barrier between you two? and he motioned his hands"

I remembered that night. Still kinda vivid. I told him that, and that I remembered I was sitting across him at first, I just can't remember how he got to sit next to me. He said because we're gonna start our session (mamam/drinking) that he moved to the seat next to mine which was absurd. We can effin' drink with him sitting across me, and I thought I was the one who moved next to where he was sitting. Hmmmnn.. Going back, he said he and his HS friends, Vinx included, went to Cubao and the place they went to reminded him of Zoom because of the scent of the burnt cigarettes, of the ashes, and of the beer foam.

I told him I now only paint my toe nails red, I don't paint it purple or any other dark-colored polish anymore. He asked what kind of red (if it's maroon-ish, we both like that color), I told him it's bloody red. He said it suits me and my pretty toes (LOL!). I told him I still don't fancy painting my finger nails, he said he doesn't like painted fingernails and that he tells his current girlfriend not to (aye, we're cool like that). We had a lot of things in common when we were still together, or a lot of things that we agree on. We both love the color maroon, dark-colored toe nail polish, open-toed sandals for me to wear, we both love wearing boxer shorts, and so on.

He asked me why am I not seeing a Filipino. If I don't like Filipinos anymore. I told him that most Filipinos won't be able to ride the wave of my kinkiness. He asked me if I'm now kinkier than when we were together. I LOL-ed and asked if I was already kinky when we met and he said I was. I never really thought of myself as kinky until I got to know Kink Gurl. I told him I'm a freak that I fantasize about a role-reversal sex, doing a guy with a strap-on up their bung holes, and I freaked him out, as expected from Filipinos. "Len, it's dirty! And who would agree to that?" (he still calls me by my nickname, uhm..one of it, gawd! why do people call me by different names, I wonder..?!) I told him about this kid from NYC (he's 19 years old, but that doesn't make me a pedobear!) who asked me to. He's Spartan-Sicilian (not Italian, since Sicily's only been a part of Italy recently) and what's great about guys from these parts of the world is they are bi-adventurous. They are not dictated by the societal stereotyping and shites. They can have sex with any gender they felt the urge to do it with. No gender-bias. Until Christianity reached them and ruined that mind-set. (LOL la vie boheme!)

He said thank goodness I wasn't this kinky when we were still together. When we were together I couldn't even bring myself to kiss him, I always froze whenever he tries to. When we were together, I think the penis was icky since the tube (tract, as corrected by Lord Kink when we were talking) where the urine and semen pass through was one and the same. I won't even give him a hand job even if he begged. I haven't realised that unoxygenated urine is still "clean" back then (that's why water sports and golden showers are still a no-no!).

A lot of things have changed in the past five (5) years. I was, like most of the girls, idealistic. I dreamt and/or imagined what my dream wedding would be. I wanted to have three (3) children, own a house, a car, be a career woman and a better parent than my parents were..all of it were now a distant past.. I no longer long to get married nor have children.. It dawned on me that being responsible for another life is too much of a hassle and my conscience won't let me forgive myself if I will take that life for granted, may it be my would-be child or my would-be husband. The idea of being accountable for another life now dreads me! One of my co-workers recently got married but I didn't feel that familiar tinge of jealousy and envy whenever I watch a tear-jerking romantic movie. Another co-worker is pregnant, and I felt happy for her, but I still didn't feel that longing to have one of my own too. My old dreams just crumbled and reduced to nothingness like that in five (5) years..Wow..

Viva La Vie Boheme!!

excerpts from teh lyrics:


To hand-crafted beers made in local breweries
To yoga, to yogurt, to rice and beans and cheese
To leather, to dildos,
To curry Vindaloo
To Huevos Rancheros and Maya Angelou
Emotion, devotion, to causing a commotion,
Creation, Vacation
Mucho masturbation
Compassion, to fashion, to passion
When it's new
To Sontag
To Sondheim
To anything taboo

La Vie Boheme

Bisexuals, trisexuals,
Homo Sapiens,
Carcinogens, hallucinogens, men,
Pee Wee Herman
German wine, turpentine, Gertrude Stein
Antonioni, Bertolucci, Kurosawa Carmina Burana
To apathy, to entropy, to empathy, ecstasy
Vaclav Havel- The Sex Pistols, ABC
To no shame- Never playing the fame game
To marijuana
To sodomy
It's between God and me
To S & M

The lyrics say it all!! Will search for the lyrics of both acts. Mimi and Roger act/song should've been cut entirely.. Pffft!


Ladies and gents, I nao pwesent to yah, teh lyrics..

Song Lyrics | Rent lyrics

Build Me Up Buttercup

"Always be good, baby, okay?" that's what he told me while hugging me goodbye when I was about to leave from his house from our supposedly videogame playdate, to which I replied, "I'm always good, what are you talkin' 'bout?" yes, I'm suplada (laging nanonopla) like that. He kept on with "being kinky is okay, but.." I didn't hear what he said next, I just said "okay, whatever." then got into my car. Now I wanna hit my noggin and wished I didn't do that and paid more attention to what he was saying.. The hug felt like it's gonna be the last one..it didn't feel like the usual, but I kinda shrugged it off since he texted me that he loves seeing me that Saturday night.

Last Tuesday was his birthday, so I texted him Monday night if we can go to the park the following night since our supposed playdate came to nought because his homies were there and he was an idiot who cannot set the play mode to cooperative. He sucks at playing Resident Evil 5, he sucks balls so bad I wanna snatch the control pad outta his hands like stealing candy from a kid. His godbrother finally got so tired of his gameplay that he set it to coop mode and the two of 'em played. I began watching the game intently then (I was reading Anne Rice while he was playing, that's how bad he was).. I enjoyed spending that day with and his friends albeit his farting, foul mouth, and constant whining and bitching about the game. And my annoyance and aloofness went down the drain when he changed into this "Japanese bishounen" get-up, he looks so cute I could not stop myself from giggling. Anyhoo, I texted him Monday night and found out he moved out of the house he was staying at since one of his roommates became too violent, he (gay roomie) choked him.

Of course, I became worried upon hearing the news. When I saw him before Saturday, he told me he had a rift with gay roomie the night before that gay roomie even called the cops (complaining of "domestic disturbance and abuse" he's implying they're domestic partners), but since gay roomie was the first to show animosity, the police who responded wanted to book him (gay roomie) even if he (gay roomie) was the complainant. It was a tumultuous ten (more or less) days for him. I wanted to comfort him when he told me about it, but I stopped myself, I didn't know what I am to him. All I could do was held his wounded hand (he punched the wall, he said it's better to punch the wall than his gay roomie's face) and kissed it..

I thought we're progressing into something when we exchanged text messages Monday night since he told me what happened and stuff. Tuesday came, it was his birthday, I greeted him and wished him well via text message. No reply, not even a thank you. It's cool. He already told me he has the habit of not replying to a text message if he read it too late. Today, he went online a few minutes after I texted him asking how he was. As per Ayeth's advice, I ym'ed him after an hour. I asked him how's the move, to which he replied, "It's great." I typed, "that's nice to hear." That was it. I felt a chill down my spine from the coldness of his reply in spite of the high temperature and humidity. Mike told me maybe it's just me and that he (guy I'm seeing) wasn't really being cold. But why didn't he give me his new address..? I thought, and assumed, since he told me he loves seeing me, he'd naturally give me his new address without me asking for it..

Anche was right, being in the grey area's troublesome, but I was thinking if I put myself in there. That he (guy I'm seeing) never really wanted to put me in that situation, because I was overwhelmed by his sweet nothings.. That's why I was so adamant on raising my guard whenever I'm with him. Maybe this is what La's talkin' 'bout last time on guys rendering gurls vulnerable.. I am vulnerable when I'm not in control.. My emotional roller coaster has begun..


x's: again, title was a random song from radio..

Bad luck bimbos: Intelligent women have better sex, study reveals By Fiona Macrae Last updated at 1:48 AM on 12th May 2009

Beauty may bag you a man - but brains will bring you more fun in the bedroom.

Women blessed with 'emotional intelligence' - the ability to express their feelings and read those of others - have better sex lives, research shows.

Those most in touch with their feelings have twice as many orgasms as inhibited sorts, the study found.

The finding could lead to new ways of counselling the 40 per cent of women who find it difficult or impossible to enjoy sex fully.

Researcher Tim Spector of King's College London said there were definite advantages to being a touchy-feely type.

He said: 'These findings show that emotional intelligence is an advantage in many aspects of your life, including the bedroom.'

Professor Spector questioned more than 2,000 female twins, aged between 18 and 83, about their sex lives.

They were asked to rate their ability to reach orgasm on a seven-point scale, ranging from 'never' to 'always'.

They also filled in a questionnaire designed to gauge their emotional intelligence and covering traits such as self expression, empathy and contentment.

Those most in touch with their feelings had the most orgasms, the Journal of Sexual Medicine reports.

Lead author, psychologist Andrea Burri, also of King's College, said: 'Emotional intelligence seems to have a direct impact on women's sexual functioning by influencing her ability to communicate her sexual expectations and desires to her partner.'

Emotional intelligence may also make it easier for women to fantasise while in the bedroom.

Relationship expert Dr Pam Spurr said it was difficult, but not impossible, for women to lose their inhibitions.

Dr Spurr, whose books include Sizzling Sex and Fabulous Foreplay, said: 'It is not easy, the way we express ourselves is very habitual and affects our relationships and sexual relationships.

'It is not about waving a magic wand, it takes someone who is committed to learning new ways of communicating, to being open to intimacy and to putting their emotional self out there.'

Other research has concluded that foreplay adds little to a woman's overall enjoyment of sex.

The main event itself is far more important, the study found. The recent finding contradicts traditional bedroom etiquette, which dictates that men must take it slow.

More than 2,300 women were quizzed about their sex lives for the study, with questions covering the division of time between foreplay and intercourse, and how often the women had an orgasm.

The Scottish and Czech researchers said: 'In contrast to the assumptions of many sex therapists and educators, more attention should be given to improve quality and duration of intercourse rather than foreplay.'

Sai sez: I'll type my POV on this ish later..

Sai sez: uhm.. Emo-ness is way different from being an intellectual. the author's stupid..pffft! otei, if only I'm more emotionally mature, I can haz orgasm nao..? =P

My Fair Laddie ^_^

Dazed and dreamy, I stared
At your luscious lips and wished for its kiss
Raven-black hair I longed to touch and caress.
I felt like drowning in those sea-colored eyes,
Outwitted by your humor and charming mind
Unrequited love was not that hard to find.
Succumbed to primal instincts and dire needs,
Surrendered, I gave in to thee, but came to naught.

Argh! Effin' poem made no sense.. Proves that I'm not deeply in love with Zack Fair. Hmmmnn..just a deep crush then..? =P Why do you have to die, Zack..?

korneh add-on: "Why would you care, Zack Fair..?" *LOL*

To Be With You (...???)

Before I even met him in person, my heart would beat fast whenever I see his replies to my e-mails or text messages. Even now that I'm typing this blog down, I still haven't came up to any conclusions yet why. Our dates, for me, were really great, I don't know if he feels the same. He makes me laugh and he makes me feel special. On our recent date, he was acting like a sweet boyfriend to his girlfriend. He would give me a peck here and there, even in front of his roommates and in the convenience store, which of course made me blush. Yes, I know I'm a freak, but I still blush like an innocent virgin.

That night he asked me, why out of all the other guys sending me private messages in the social-networking site where I met him that I chose him? I felt a little bit of insecurity in that question, I just did not mention it to him. I asked him why would he assume that there are a lot of guys sending me private messages, and he just looked at me straight in the eye, like he was saying, isn't it true? I told him I'm tired of talking to guys whose level of intelligence is below mine. At least with him, I can use highfalutin words without explaining and/or defining it afterwards. It was only half-truth. I chose him because in his profile, he said he's not looking for a romantic relationship and because he was kinky and open to anything. Right now, I'm having doubts if I misunderstood what was typed in his profile when he said he's tired of beating around the bush trying to find that one true love and he's been around and seen all BS, since he told me he's really interested in me that he wants us to take things slowly. (See, Love, I'm listening and paying attention to your mumblings while we were kissing, I just don't know how to react that I pretended not to hear a word you said..)

I know myself better. I know that once my curiosity for him is satiated, I'd just move on to another prey for another kill that's why I went out with him for something casual. I loathe the fact that he's defiant and I can't make him obey me. Not being in control frustrates me, and he's two frickin' years younger than me (although he looks and thinks older than his age which I like)! I told him I hafta end my obsession over him soon, I just didn't elaborate on why.. Crap! I can't believe I'm typing this, but I know I'd be in an emotional quicksand if I don't end it ASAP. Right now, all I can do is build more walls and maybe a moat around my emotions, and stop looking him in the eye and see how damaged he was. I feel like I was being kicked in the chest whenever I see those sad and empty eyes of his that I just wanted to hold him tight, and tell him everything would be alright and that I wanted to see him really happy. That he need not to suffer anymore..

I know you all will conclude I'm in love with this guy, my answer is no, I'm not. I just feel like my maternal instinct's kicking, that's all.. That's why I wanted to be done and over with him soon. I don't want to be attached to him any deeper than I am right now. That's why I got so pissed-off when he told me very surely and very confidently that he knows the two of us will click on our way to his house (uhm, I've had stalker issues that's why I haven't told him where I exactly live..) while I was driving that when he kissed me goodbye I froze. It made him confused too, I know, since he said, "oh, so this is how you're gonna be?" I was dumbfounded too, by what he said, but I still gave him the kiss he was asking for..



x's: I can't think of a title so, I just typed the title of the song playing in the radio. ^_^

Liu Xing Yu

The loving starry sky
Should make you feel touched
I'm here by your side
Decorating a piece of heaven for you
I wouldn't allow you to feel sad
I'll chase away your loneliness
The weight of your unfulfilled dreams
let me bear them all
Leading you by the hand
Doesn't matter how strong the wind becomes
For you have me now

You'll never lose your way again.

Songs That Turn Me On - My Place

Gosh, this was from half a decade ago, but whenever I hear this song, it just revs up my engines.. The groove and the beat is just so sexeh, I feel like making love in the middle of the crowded dance floor.. Unfortunately, this song's not played during my Punong and house parteh deis.. But I'd imagine myself with Honey or My Only One dancing to this song.. Hmmmmnn.. I wonder if HE moves foin..

My Place - Nelly

My Place lyrics
(feat. Jaheim)

I used to pride myself on being the other man
But now it's flipped and I don't want u with no other man
Why can't u understand anything I'm offering
I gave you the world but you just wanted arguing
From the time I picked you up, until the time I dropped u off again
Even flipped out on me at the mall again
"it's all his fault again" that's what u telling all ya friends
I aint pointing fingers ma, I just wanna call again
See how ya day going I know they stressin on ya
I know them times get hard that's why I'm checkin on ya
It's yours truly ma, I got a little message for ya
Anything he can do, girl I can do it better for ya, cause

[Bridge]
When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

[Chorus]
Won't you come on and go with me
Come on ova to my place
Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat
And let me ease ya mind girl
We gon do it our way

I heard your friend told a friend that told a friend of mine
That you was thinking that we should do it one more time
If this aint the truth then hopefully it's not a lie
Cause I aint got no issue's with hitting at another time
We never had a problem gettin it done
Disagreed upon a lot ma but the sex wasn't one
Now check it I know u get excited (still) when I come round and bite it (girl)
Quit frowin up and quit actin like you don't like

I like it, I like it, I really, really like it, I want it, adore it, so come let me enjoy it

[Bridge]
When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

[Chorus]
Won't you come on and go with me
Come on ova to my place
Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat
And let me ease ya mind girl
We gon do it our way

Shawty where u been
Feels like a long time, long, long time since I seen ya
Yes it has girl, when I know I said some fucked up things to u before
But girl u know I didn't mean it
(I didn't mean one single word)
(I never meant one single word)
If I could take back every word I would and more fo sho
If I thought that you believe it
Cause you make my life so convenient for me

[Bridge]
When we laugh or we cry it's together
Through the rain and the stormiest weather
We gon still be as one it's forever, it's forever

[Chorus]
Won't you come on and go with me
Come on ova to my place
Won't you sit ya self down and take a seat
And let me ease ya mind girl
We gon do it our way

Make-up Letter from Batang Star to yours truly..

Dear Sai,

I don't really know how to tell you this, I'm joining the covenant. I think I realized it when you smacked my ass with Jean Chrétien and I saw you sit on my salt-beef bucket. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand that your ford sucks. I'm returning your nose hair clippers to you, but I'll keep your photo with the mustache drawn on it as a memory. You should also know that I mocked you behind your back constantly your cucumber-fetishism is weird.

With tears of sadness,

Chris


Deym, star! This is frickin' hilarryon! yes, La, damay ka dito! LOL.

Follow the meme..

Do it like this:
Dear (the person who last texted/smsed you).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___.
I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you __4___ ___5___.

I'm sure you're 6 enough to understand ___7___.

I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory.
You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.

___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm inlove with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
Annat; With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit at
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard souffl�
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs; Man
O.C.; Emotional
One Tree Hill; Open
Heroes; Frostbitten
Lost; High
House; Scarred
Simpsons; Cowardly
The news; Mongolic
Idol; Masochistic
Family Guy; Senile
Top Model; Middle-class
Annat; Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always will remember
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family

OMG! WAW!

yehess! Ima rant right here, right now!

Effin' hipag complained to my mum about me playin' muzik early in the mornen! THWH! I started to unmute my player after her alarm went off so she'd get her fat ass off of her bed. Her alarm's so frickin' annoying to listen to multiply by ten every mornen! Add her rushed movements in the room, superb way of losing an hour's sleep for me!

I wasn't even complainin even if I can't sleep at night coz of her loud snores and sleep-talkin coz I'm tryin to adjust to her sleepin mannerisms since we're now sharin a room. Sya rin sana matutong makisama and try not to be too anal about things since we're just both nakikitira sa bahay ni ina.

My mum told me to talk to her about this ish, I told my mum, prob with her, onteng diprensya, nakadabog agad. She wont speak her mind through words. Lagi sa gamit pinupukol ang inis! Even my younger bro agrees with me.

Well, either matuto syang makisama or umalis sya. The door is wide open! And yung credit card issue, well, bad news for her, she's my kuya's spouse, she's responsible to whatever liability he has!

x's: I'm still thinkin of posting this small rant in my multiply so she could read it and weep.. >_<

Women With Bigger Boobs Are Smarter! (Purged from Yahoo! Entertainment, 2004)

Big-boobed gals have a new reason to stick out their chests with pride. A surprising study proves they're more intelligent than their small-breasted sisters!

The study of 1,200 women conducted by Chicago sociologists comes in the wake of a recently released report stating that blonde rocket scientists outnumber brunettes.

"Although I hate to admit it, we found that women with big busts average 10 IQ points higher than less well-endowed women," reveals lead researcher Dr. Yvonne Rossdale, herself a meager 32A.

"The myth that women with voluptuous figures are not smart should now be shelved, along with the misconception that all blondes are dumb."

Dr. Rossdale measured the busts of women in Illinois, Kansas and Ohio and then divided them into five categories: Extra-small, Small, Medium, Large and Extra-large. These categories roughly corresponded to commercially available bra sizes, A, B,C, D and DD or above

She then gave subjects in each category a standard IQ test and found that women in the Large and Extra-large category scored an average of 10 points higher than women in the Small and Extra-small categories. Medium-sized ladies had a three- to four-point edge over the flat-chested group.

"This is a wake up call to employers to drop the notion that women with large breasts are dumb," Dr. Rossdale says.

"Rather than automatically assuming that a woman with tremendous 'hooters' belongs in the typing pool, she should be considered for the executive track."

Experts aren't sure why bigger headlights translate into more brain power.

"One theory is that the female hormone estrogen, which is responsible for breast development and is also believed to give women extra protection from heart disease, may also play a role in intelligence," Dr. Rossdale says.

American women have the largest breasts in the world and our nation's knockers have been increasing in volume with each generation. According to a recent report, the average U.S. cup size has ballooned to an impressive C.

That, the sociologists speculate, may explain why the United States leads the world in science and technology.

"Well-endowed women, many of them shyly concealing their assets behind lab coats in research and development departments across the country, could be considered America's secret weapon," the researcher observes.

The false notion that bosomy babes are dumber than those who sport teensy "mosquito bites" is probably the fault of men, the sociologists theorize.

"It may simply be that men pay less attention when a large-breasted woman speaks," suggests Dr. Rossdale.

"She could accurately explain Einstein's Theory of Relativity to him, but if he's transfixed by her cleavage, it's doubtful he'll remember a single word she said. He'll remember her as sexy but stupid."

99 Things A Gurl Should Know About Guys

1. Guys don't actually look after good-looking girls. They prefer neat and presentable girls. (HAHA! :>)

2. Guys hate flirts. (Oo.)

3. A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.

4. When a guy says he doesn't understand you, it simply means you're not thinking the way he is.

5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have you eaten already?" are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.

6. Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. :">

7. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics.

8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. :">

9. Guys will do anything just to get the girl's attention.

10. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend. (Ugh.)

11. When guys want to meet your parents. Let them!!! (:D HAHA!)

12. Guys want to tell you many things but they can't. And they sure have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking!

13. Guys cry. (Tsk tsk)

14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.

15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.

16. Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.

17. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.

18. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...never mind!" would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.

19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands.

20. Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.

21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm" or makes any excuses when you're asking him to do you a favor, he's actually saying that he doesn't like you and he can't lay down the card for you.

22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow."

23. You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.

24. Guys hate gays!

25. Guys love their moms.

26. A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.

27. A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn't mean that the guy likes her.

28. You can never understand him unless you listen to him!! Listen!! (Hahaha! :D)

29. If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime, he does.

30. Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.

31. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

32. Guys are very open about themselves.

33. It's good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don't let him wait that long!

34. No guy is bad when he is courting.

35. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.

36. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that much pretty.

37. Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.

38. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

39. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

40. A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.

41. Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts.

42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.

43. Guys virtually brag about anything.

44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.

45. Guys think too much.

46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.

47. Girls' height doesn't really matter to a guy but her weight does!

48. Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!

49. When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.

50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they've been together for 3 years or more.

51. You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.

52. A guy has to experience rejection, because if he's too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won't be matured and grow up.

53. When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.

54. Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.

55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed pussycats with their girlfriends.

56. When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he's sweating. You'll probably see that he is nervous.

57. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.

58. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

59. Guys don't really have final decisions.

60. When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.

61. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him.

62. If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.

63. Guys believe that there's no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.

64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.

65. Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.

67. A guy would waste his time over video games and basketball, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.

68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake. (Sulit eh!! X)) Haha!!)

69. Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!

70. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

71. A guy's friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.

72.. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.

73.. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you'll be surprised.

74. Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.

75. Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.

76. Guys don't comprehend the statement "Get lost" too well.

77. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.

78. When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.

79. Guys don't care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.

80. Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they'll realize they're wrong.

81. Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He's just too stubborn to deal with it.

82. Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.

83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.

84. When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.

85. When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.

86. When a guy looks at you, either he's amazed of you or he's criticizing you.

87. When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.

88. If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.

89. If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you, it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you're with your boyfriend. All I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.

90. Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.

91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!

92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why. (HA-HA!!)

93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he doesn't hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.

94. You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes. (Amen!! :P)

95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.

96. Girls are allowed to touch boys' things. Not their hair!

97. If a guy says you're beautiful, that guy likes you.

98. Guys hate girls who overreact.

99. Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships.

The Day I Became A "Man"

I always thought I have a big punany until the other night. It's not that I have a big one, but I have not tried having a meaty one in it.

The other night was my best lay so far that I could not get it off of my head. The very best one that I thought of sex the whole day yesterday like a man. I do not want to stereotype, however, it is a fact that men think of sex every ten seconds, or less. I admit I think of sex more often than most women, in heat or otherwise, but yesterday was so unlikely of me. It was the first time in my entire sex life that I got so affected by the mere thought of it that I was unable to work properly. The lyrics from Sugar Ray's song Answer the Phone keeps on playing in my head --- "I wanna do it again..and do it again.."

I have always applauded myself for being able to talk about sex like it was the day's weather. I have always commended myself that I can talk about foreplay like I was just reading the grocery list. I have always been that type of person that I wanted to bang my head on the wall so hard for being so ecchi and wanted to do something about it. I was so restless.

The other night was also the first night that I had sex like a guy. I just picked-up a random guy (from the net), went to his place, then bham! No emotional attachments whatsoever. I did not even listen to his stories, I just wanted to jump him and do him..which never happened since he did me the whole time we were "playing".

The cold and rainy weather did not help me yesterday either.. "Don't get wet, stay dry," was my boss' parting words last night, and I thought of sex yet again..

Steamy Nite in Hollywood

It's a rainy, humid, Friday night, and it reminds me of the night my friends and I went out to Hollywood to drink, dance, and have fun. That night, amidst the Asian crowd, I met her..

She was so stunning in her statuesque feature, long, ash blond hair, baby blue eyes, and thin, pink lips. She came to me, we danced, and she spoke in her drunken stupor in a language I could not figure out at first since she's slurring with her words..

"Je suis désolé que je sois ivre.."

She said those words again. This time in a breathy voice. The dance floor suddenly became warmer, and my hands began to sweat. She speaks French.

"Ich bin traurig, dass ich getrunken werde.."

She whispered to my ear again. It's another different language. Did that mean she spoke a different one a while ago..? I was still pondering my thoughts when she put her arms around my neck and bent down to kiss me. It was sweet. Her hands were warm and soft, her lips warmer and softer. I could not believe my luck! I did not pry my tongue in her mouth, not yet anyway, I did not want her or her friends to think that I am taking advantage of her drunken state.

"I said, I am sorry I am drunk. I only had one too many," she explained.

"It's okay. I can see you are drunk, do you want to go back to your friends now?" I wanted to hit my noggin for asking her the silly query, but luck was on my side. She said "no" and kissed me again. This time, she ran her long fingers through my long hair, still in the middle of the dance floor. I held her face, touched her cheeks and jawline. It was so smooth.

"Let's go to the powder room.." she sugge--- no, she commanded, and I obeyed.

Despite the humidity, she was wearing a turtleneck sweater, a pair of plaid pants, and boots. I was thinking she went straight to the club after work. I on the other hand wore my denim mini-skirts, red halter blouse, and knee-high boots.

As we stepped inside the ladies' room, I got a good look on her face. She looks European, Swedish perhaps. She reminded me of that paperback I read when I was in high school about a Swedish lady who owns a motel where-in the room keys were thrown by men into the pool and women would dive into the pool in order to retrieve it, therefore having access to the said room and its occupant. She's a decade, more or less, older than me. Her cheeks were marbled with blood vessels, and I am a sucker for those features. The three-inch heeled boots she was wearing only added to her five foot ten inches tallness that I was facing her B-cups when we got crammed inside the cubicle.

We started lip-locking again. This time more wet, more torrid, and more wanton that I could taste her jager-bombs mixed with my sex on the beach. Her hands were all-over my body and mine imitated hers. She cupped my double-Ds, squeezed it, played with it. I felt her butt cheeks and pinched it when she started to tread her lips and tongue down my neck. The cubicle felt so stuffy. She took my hands and brought it down her crotch area, yearning to be touched. I obliged.. I caressed her crotch like she wanted me to as she slid her hands up my skirt. I unbuttoned and unzipped her pants, stripped it down along with her underpants. I got excited when I saw it, and it was excited to see me as well. I started kissing it.. Then licked it.. Nibbled it.. And then finally sucked it.. She was feeling so ecstatic she let out a groan. I was enjoying giving her pleasures when the lady by the restroom's sink knocked on our cubicle's door.

We hurriedly put ourselves together. I left the cubicle first waiting for her to follow me, but her friends were waiting outside and I assumed they brought her home. I never got her number nor her name. Her friends were tall too, just like her.. I wonder if they too have penises as big as hers.

One Hit Wonders

My fave One Hit Wonders in random order..


- How Do You Talk To An Angel by The Heights


- Breakfast At Tiffany's by Deep Blue Something

- Bitch by Meredith Brooks

- No Rain by Blind Melon

- Closing Time by Semisonic

- I Touch Myself by Divinyls

- Sugar, Sugar by The Archies (Archie Andrews, Veronica, Betty, Jughead Jones, Richie)


- Tainted Love by Soft Cell

- The Freshman by Verve Pipe

- More Than Just the Two of Us by Sneaker

- More than Words by Extreme

- One of Us by Joan Osbourne

- Melt With You by Modern English

- Wildflower by Skylark

- Afternoon Delight by Starland Vocal Band

Me..? Bedroom Voice..? Really..?

I was told by a lot of people that I have a bedroom voice over the phone, but I never believed it until last week. I was making outbound calls to collect from patients their outstanding balances when I came across this guy who hit on me over the phone. I told my co-workers about the incident and they told me I must have a "sexy" voice. Maybe not Kathleen Turner sexy, but same impact, I guess..

So what constitutes a bedroom voice..? Whenever I think of it, Rachel Shelley and Kim Cattrall comes to mind, but I might be wrong.. I know I don't have that husky Demi Moore-ish voice, nor the sultry timbre akin to Angelina Jolie's, nor that "come hither" Nicole Kidman voice, accent's a bonus!

Anyhoo.. If I'm to make a random list of women with sexy voices, I'd say, apart from the aforementioned, they were..

- Kate Moennig
- Susan Sarandon
- Angie Harmon
- Jill Hennesy
- Pauley Perrette
- Cote de Pablo
- Julia Roberts
- Lindsay Lohan
- Marg Helgenberger
- Holland Taylor
- Julie Andrews
- Nigella Lawson

Word of the Day

I was browsing through Youtube searching for Family Guy clip featuring Journey song Don't Stop Believing since it became an LSS from Super Bowl Sunday when I came across this video description:

"**READ FIRST** --this is the original Video--
I didnt plan to record this so its kind of improvizated and i was laughting at the end thats why its shaking, also some parts are in spanish"


WTF?! (wow, that's fun!)

Sai-ology

FOODOLOGY

Q: What is your salad dressing of choice?
A. Honey mustard whenever I don't feel like eating my salad naked..

Q: What is your favorite fast food restaurant?
A. Carl's Jr. 'coz they have big burgers and Sub-Way 'coz they serve healthy sammies.

Q: What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
A. A lot.. Banana Bay for Thai Foods, Salo-Salo for Filipino, Ami Sushi or Tokyo Lobby for Sushi and Sashimi, Tofu House for Korean, and so on..

Q: On average, what size tip do you leave at a restaurant?
A. 17% of the tab.

Q: What food could you eat every day for two weeks and not get sick of it?
A: Miso soup and sashimi!

Q: What are your pizza toppings of choice?
A. 'Shrooms and artichokes

Q: What do you like to put on your toast?
A. Cream cheese


~~~

TECHNOLOGY

Q: What is your wallpaper on your computer?
A. Diablo 3 wallpaper

Q: How many televisions are in your house?
A. One in each room.

~~~

BIOLOGY

Q: Are you right-handed or left-handed?
A. Right-handed.

Q: Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
A. Body hairs, and blockheads.

Q: What is the last heavy item you lifted?
A. Can't remember..

Q: Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
A. Nope. Doorbelled, yeah..

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BULLCRAPOLOGY

Q: If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
A. Not sure..since I easily get stressed-out.. I'd die earlier than the pre-destined day of my death.

Q: If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
A. I love my name as it is.. It's kinda unique. ^_^

Q: What color do you think looks best on you?
A: Bloody red I guess..

Q: Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?
A. *giggles*

Q: Have you ever saved someone’s life?
A. Nope.

Q: Has someone ever saved yours?
A. None.

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DAREOLOGY

Q: Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?
A. Sure thing!

Q: Would you allow one of your little fingers to be cut off for $200,000
A. I love raising my pinky whenever I drink tea..

Q: Would you never blog again for $50,000?
A. Make it $5 000 000.00 and we have a deal.

Q: Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?
A. Add two more zeroes, yes. ^_^

Q: Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
A. Sure, but I get to choose the brand and type of chili.

Q: Would you, without fear of punishment, take a humans life for $1,000,000?
A. Fuck yeah! As long as I bear animosity and hostility over that person. I won't kill a person without any personal vendetta.

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DUMBOLOGY

Q: What is in your left pocket?
A. I usually don't stuff anything in it since I place my schlong on that side.. ROFLMAO!

Q: Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?
A. Haven't seen it, never will..

Q: Do you have hardwood or carpet in your house?
A. Hardwood baby, all the way..

Q: Do you sit or stand in the shower?
A. I only sit if I do my laundry at the same time.

Q: How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
A. A couple I guess..

Q: Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
A. Last night, and the night before that, and the night before that. DUI check-point by Valley Boulevard and Amar Road. It's Super Bowl weekend, dude!

Q: What do you want to be when you grow up?
A. I'm a grown woman.. Just doesn't look like it since I'm a lil short..

Q: Who is number 1 on your top 8?
A. I'm trying to put me, myself, and I..

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LASTOLOGY

Q: Friend you talked to?
A. goddess Louie

Q: Last person who called you?
A. My dad

Q: Person you hugged?
A. Chloe

Q: Person you kissed?
A. Beso-beso..? Chloe

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FAVORITOLOGY

Q: Number?
A. 88

Q: Season?
A: Winter

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CURRENTOLOGY

Q: Missing someone?
A. Yeah.

Q: Mood?
A. Nothing in particular..

Q: Listening to?
A: John Legend's Another Again

Q: Watching?
A. When It's At Night

Q: Worrying about?
A. Everything and Nothing

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RANDOMOLOGY

Q: First place you went this morning?
A. Brother's bedroom

Q: What can you not wait to do?
A. Get over with my boredom

Q: What’s the last movie you saw?
A. Failure to Launch

Q: Do you smile often?
A. Not really

Q: Are you a friendly person?
A. Ask my friends.

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TAGOLOGY

Q. Tag five people and explain why you're tagging 'em.
A: Can't think of any in particular.. I'm too bored..

25 Random Things About Me

From twistedXfactor


Here are the rules: if you get tagged, you have to write 25 random things about yourself then tag 25 more people including the one who tagged you in the first place. hopefully, the things I write down here will give everyone a clearer picture of me. if I tag you, it means I want you to do this so we get to know each other better.


1. I hate monotony. I get bored with routine.

2. I always eat my french fries with ice cream. I prefer McDonald's Oreo McFlurry or Wendy's version of it.

3. I always save the chicken skin for later.

4. I eat around my sandwich, eliminating the skin thingie off the sliced loaf.

5. I usually eat my salad dry, no dressing.

6. Coffee is my downer and milk and liquor are my uppers.

7. I only shave the longer hairs off my legs, I leave the shorter ones on since I hate to mess up with its growth.

8. I have really sensitive skin that I have to moisturize it everyday, specially my breast and butt area.

9. I use tampons whenever I have my period since sanitary napkins give me rashes. I just started using those two years ago, and I don't use the slim ones since I tend to forget it's there. And I don't like the idea of having TSS (Toxic Shock Syndrome).

10. I can cook dishes from just tasting it, most of the time.

11. I usually blush whenever I talk to guys with no apparent reason. I can't speak in public without blushing either.

12. I'm not into chick stuffs like love stories. I stopped reading Twilight after the fourth chapter since it became too cheesy for me. The romantic comedies I watched were mostly out of boredom aside from Two Weeks' Notice because I love women who don't need men.

13. Buying a pant suit is hard for me since my top is two sizes bigger than my bottom.

14. I have this penchant for boots, trench coats, and nylons.

15. I covet a lot. It makes me look forward to something and spice my boring life.

16. I have a mood disorder which affects my self-confidence.

17. I love murder mysteries.

18. My other breast is lower than the other.

19. I love noodles! May it be European or Asian.

20. I don't have plans of getting married nor having children.

21. I'm a food tripper and I wanted to be a traveler.

22. I crush over a person because of certain things about him or her, like the way he flicks his hair, how cute his mole under his eye is, how her legs go on forever, how her body feels so soft, etc. and not because of the whole package themselves. If that happens, I'm obsessed.

23. I am addicted to achieving orgasm, that's why I don't think any guy would be able to keep up with me. ROFLMAO!

24. I'm a wash and dash person. I don't take my time to blow-dry my hair or put make-up on. That's why I find our office dress code's "no wet hair" clause irritating. Well, I don't really go to work with wet, dripping hair, but it's damp nevertheless.

25. I'm good at using my mouth. *wink. wink*

Fan-Fiction Kilig Luv Story

my quizilla result...


You were sitting on a cliff just outside the village when you feel someone watching you. You turn around with a kunai at hand yelling," Show yourself! I know someone's there!" Then Gaara slowly comes out from the bushes. You breath a sigh of relief and put the kunai away. He stares at you, confused. You smile and ask if he want to sit with you. He walks over and sits quietly beside you. You stare at him, admiring him. Even though others don't accept him, you see what others don't. You see a boy with a sad and lonley heart. After a while, he notices you staring. He looks at you and clutches his chest with a confused look on his face. "W-what is this. My heart.. its beating so fast and all I did was look at you." You smiled and kissed his forehead, " Gaara, i think your in love." He gives you a look like he's confused, "What is love?" You smile again and say," Love is an emotion where just being near a person that you really care for. Just thinking about the person," you touch his chest where his heart is, "makes your heart beat so fast and wild that it feels like it will burst out of your chest." Then he slowly and hesitantly holds his hand to your heart. He smiles so gently and warm that you were in shock. Then he asks, "Whatever this love is, it is making me go crazy when im around you. I think, I kinda don't know for sure, but if love is what you say it is, I love you." He smiled and pulled you in his arms and held you tightly to his chest. "Gaara I-" you were interrupted by his lips gently pushed against yours. He pulls away and stars into your eyes."____, promise you will never leave me. My heart can't take it if you do." you smiled and kiss him. When you pulled away, you whisper, " I won't leave you.I love you to Gaara." From that point on, you never left each others' side.

Surgeon Wanted, but not for Medical Malpractice.

Surgeon wanted for cathedral robbery
By Abigail Kwok
INQUIRER.net
First Posted 16:24:00 01/07/2009

MANILA, Philippines -- Police in the province of Masbate
are looking for a surgeon who allegedly stole the statues
of the Immaculate Concepcion from the St. Anthony De
Padua cathedral in Masbate City last Monday.

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Sai sez:

Huh?! I thought the ivory parts were stolen last November 25, 2008..?

Geez, guys! Getcha news straight!

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Read full article here..

Stolen Idol/Icon Parts

Head, hands of religious icon stolen
By Dona Pazzibugan
Philippine Daily Inquirer
First Posted 00:37:00 11/25/2008



MANILA, Philippines -- An antique religious icon
in a cathedral in Masbate province named after
St. Anthony Padue, patron saint for missing and
stolen items, lost its head and hands, made of
ivory, to thieves.

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This news article's kinda confusing. "Manila, Philippines" daw, eh the theft happened in Masbate. tsk!

Padue..? Where exactly is Padue..?

Padua, on the other hand, is located at Veneto region in Italy, Padua is the setting for most of the action in Shakespeare's The Taming of the Shrew.
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The Immaculate Conception icon had been in their
cathedral for the last 40 years at least, according
to Baylon. Masbate is among the poorest provinces in the country.

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Had..? Icon's still there, wala nga lang ulo't kamay..

Duh.. Corrupt government officials outweigh the gold deposits and mines of the province.
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Read full news article here...